The feeling you get when you don't know how to react, how to
feel, how to run away, how to apologize, how to make someone understand, how to
think rationally, how to behave, how to pretend, how to let go .... , how to
accept..... how to find answers for all these questions, how to understand
yourself, how to provide yourself with answers.... a non-ending battle , that
we are fighting unconsciously, every day ...today and tomorrow... I have just
made myself believe that these battles won’t stop ... never.. Until i have lost
my last drop of strength to resist, ignoring.... Truth won’t stop following
me... one day it will conquer me.. Someday..
But what i have
learned is we fight more for what we think deserves..
